OMG I’ve done my 1st online sales, AND I CRIED MY EYES OUT – OF EXHAUSTION among other feelings..
Yesterday of all days, I’ve done my 1st sales, despite all the craziness that is surrounding me at the moment.
My good Lord, I was so emotional that when I came to check my emails just before feeding the kids their supper, when I read YOU’VE GOT PAID!! From paypal I went ballistic and start a very ugly crying session. You know the ones with snort and everything?!
Thanks God this is was all online and no-one was here to witness because that were a lot of tears.
Of happiness because I can do it, of relief for getting some sort of sign from my Dearest, Closest Friend for me not to give up to keep pushing and keep moving forward. Anguish at the fact that I had no-one to celebrate it with, total solitude.
But that is me the Motherly Marketing lady. Pushing forward. Even if I wanted I could not give up and it would not be the first time that I wouldn’t let go of something difficult. Despite people around me telling me otherwise, I cannot just let go. It’s my business, it’s my future and it’s my happiness. And I am keeping it all to myself.
My baby is fine today and I am taking one day at the time.
I cannot express how touched I am from all the response I’ve got from my little post yesterday. Many thanks for so many encouraging and whole heartedly advice.
I will respond to all of them as soon as I can, I just wanted to share the good news with you my friends.
Lot’s of love,
Sandra
In Joy With My Self
























February 14th, 2009 at 6:57 am
Hey Sandra;
That is awesome news – way to go!
What was it you sold?
Be well
Austin.
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